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Man, I wish I was beautiful. [Jul. 26th, 2006<-------->01:34 pm]
[How I feel today | creative]
[Whats in my ears |Counting Crows- Mr. Jones]

I have a giant canvas downstairs, and I can't think about what to put onto it. I have all these ideas, however, they get cloudy and I lose the point to what I was actually going to do. It's very annoying.

I want to do so much this week, but I just don't feel like it. It's pretty bad.
I don't know.


I feel ugly.


There's always a loophole in my thinking.
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time for a new icon. [Feb. 5th, 2006<-------->01:53 pm]
new icon! woot. Made by [info]calen383 
Even tho, I'm not sure what anime this is, but I love what you wrote on it, and me thinks it's lovely.
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(no subject) [Apr. 27th, 2005<-------->07:05 pm]
Is that what you call tact?
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Friends Only. :) [Mar. 8th, 2005<-------->04:40 pm]
[How I feel today | creative]
[Whats in my ears |Bright Eyes- I believe in symmetry]

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(no subject) [Feb. 22nd, 2005<-------->12:25 am]
don't believe me when I say I got it down
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(no subject) [Feb. 7th, 2005<-------->08:14 pm]
Don't let the man get you down.
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Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful thing [Jan. 6th, 2005<-------->08:55 pm]
[How I feel today | numb]
[Whats in my ears |the used]

In the end its all my fault.
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something, blah, yatta yatta.. and all that jazz.. [Jan. 3rd, 2005<-------->05:56 pm]
[How I feel today | mischievous]
[Whats in my ears |The Postal Service- Against all odds (take a look at me now)]

that was interesting.
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So I Decided To Give Myself A Reason--- [Dec. 30th, 2004<-------->10:56 pm]
[How I feel today | thoughtful]
[Whats in my ears |i can make a mess..- so I decided to give myself a reason.]

It's a night of many frightening things to take in
It's not the way we please ourselves or our friends
It's what we won't accept
It's what will scare us now
Is ourselves, it's ourselves

So tonight as I walk
The moon makes faces at the trees
It's so nice to make fun of everything that I lost,
And I miss, and I love but never had

Tonight I'm gonna take a test to grow up
So I'm sorry for the things I've done to everyone
It's not your face I can't tell
But I try to be this way
It's my own

So tonight as I walk
The moon makes faces at the trees
It's so nice to make fun of everything that I lost,
And I miss, and I love but never had

It's what I can't accept
It's what I can't accept
It is what I can't accept

So tonight as I walk
The moon makes faces at the trees
It's so nice to make fun of everything that I lost,
And I miss, and I love that I never had

I'm so happy I could...
Do do dodo
Do do dodo
Do do dodo
Do do dodo
Do do dodo
Do do dodo
Do do dodo
Do do do do


by: I can make a mess like nobody's business

here
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(no subject) [Dec. 30th, 2004<-------->01:32 am]
And this is what falling apart looks like...
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(no subject) [Dec. 28th, 2004<-------->02:36 pm]
Like OMFG!

Look at the icon bitches.

she did it >Calen383<

thank you.
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... [Dec. 21st, 2004<-------->01:50 am]
[How I feel today | blank]
[Whats in my ears |eve6- Hey Montana]

Cattell's 16 Factor Test Results
Warmth |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Intellect |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Emotional Stability ||||||||| 22%
Aggressiveness ||||||||| 22%
Liveliness ||||||||| 30%
Dutifulness ||||||||||||||| 50%
Social Assertiveness ||||||||| 22%
Sensitivity |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Paranoia ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Abstractness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Introversion ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Anxiety |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Openmindedness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Independence ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Perfectionism |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Tension |||||||||||||||||| 58%
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here this goes. [Dec. 20th, 2004<-------->12:18 am]
Reply to this post, because I would like to say a couple words about you.
1. I will tell you what song(s) remind me of you when I hear it.
2. I will also tell you what celebrity/public/fictional person you remind me of, either personality-wise or looks-wise.
3. I will also give one word that I associate with you when I think of you.
4. We all could use a boost now and then, so steal this for your journal and make someone else's day as well.

You only get one try. XP
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How Could I Resist.! :) [Dec. 16th, 2004<-------->11:31 pm]
[How I feel today | cold]
[Whats in my ears |stuff.]

1. On your current playlist, hit shuffle and pick the first fifteen songs on the list (no matter how cheesy or embarrassing).
2. Write down one line of the song. Try to avoid putting the song title in the line.
3. Have your friends comment and see if they know the songs. (NO CHEATING! Please, don't google 'em.. 'cos it's just no fun that way. Also no more than 5 guesses per post.)
4. When someone guesses correctly, strike out the line and list the correct name of the song next to it.
5. If it's an instrumental, try to help with a good description, or skip it.


( Hereye Hereye )
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Follow me Down to the Rose Parade... [Dec. 14th, 2004<-------->04:03 pm]
[How I feel today | sleepy]
[Whats in my ears |Elliott Smith.]

I'm extreamly bored. There is no one to hang out with. My friends are MIA...I hope they are having fun however.. They have better things to do anyways.. so there's no point in calling anyone. I'm tired bored.. or bored tired. Either one. I'm falling asleep as I'm typing this. Its looking like a nap for me... maybe.. Unless someone comes up with a idea to go somewhere.. or do something.. However that will not happen. so I might as well go to sleep. Blah. OH wells. what can you do.

I register for school soon. Joyful.

I can't wait for x-mas. Makes me happy inside. yet it also makes me very depressed all at the same time. It's a very odd situation.

I've been feeling rather down lately... then happy.. then Down.. Then Happy... I really do think I'm bipolar.... lol.. or just fucked up.. either way works...lol

come on laugh it up silly children.

okay.. time to take a nap..

farewells.
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Walking down Alameda [Dec. 13th, 2004<-------->08:33 pm]
[Whats in my ears |Elliott Smith- Alameda]

Friends only posty.. YOu gotta log in to read it.
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(no subject) [Dec. 12th, 2004<-------->10:50 am]
[How I feel today | exhausted]

Sooooo Tired.
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I have no idea. [Dec. 11th, 2004<-------->09:41 am]
[How I feel today | tired]
[Whats in my ears |Elliott Smith.]

there's nothing here that you'll miss
i can guarantee you this is a cloud of smoke
trying to occupy space
what a fucking joke
what a fucking joke
---Elliott Smith---
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Some Random Alkaline Trio Song Lyrics. [Dec. 10th, 2004<-------->11:54 pm]
[How I feel today | eh?]
[Whats in my ears |Alkaline Trio.]

( Mr.Chainsaw by The Alk3 )

( goodbye forever by the alk3 )

( Southern Rock, by the alk3 )

Enjoy, I know you will. -_- I had them stuck in my head.. plus I was just listen to them as well. have fun.
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it's all around. sometimes I wish it wasn't. [Dec. 10th, 2004<-------->09:52 pm]
[How I feel today | discontent]
[Whats in my ears |Atreyu.]

well, I'm almost done with my x-mas shopping. Lovely.
I have alot on my mind.
It's actually starting to get the best of me. Everyday seems so drawn out, and things are getting stranger by the seconds. I don't know. I don't want to elaborate.
Eh? Who am I kiddin'.

take it easy guys.

Farewells.

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